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so see me there lovelies.  I screwed up here.

Exams are like here. Tuitions are a killer. Seriously. It takes up the whole day. Rushing from one place to another.And the kids.. Oh man. I can see the tiredness on their faces. The teachers gave them a mountain of homework and they asked me questions about their homework which cuts time into my teaching and it ends up with me not having teach them properly. And then i will be displeased because the parents will nag nag nag. Oh man sometimes i wish i could just stuff carrots down their throat so that they will be mute.


I get damn lethargic easily which even makes my mood foul. I hate it. Absolutely HATE it.

i feel tired.i think i wanna give up already.so so tired.im so sorry.

my baby is sleeping
she look oh so fine
i like it when i snuggle close to her
baby i love you

Am i doing the right thing?

Qiao Yuan I have really missed you.

Things are crazy shit now.
But nothing anyone can say
Can help.

Forgive me for what I am to do.

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Cyriva raya was damn fun!

No Nisa
You may not fall for that person.
Not ever.
Never!

I keep telling myself that.

I cannot help it.

I'm painstakingly removing all the unglam photos of me from my halls. My club is coming over tomorrow. And i still need to remove them again next week, for my darlings will come and confirm chop-stamp disturb me *looks over at slenger babi Van**stare hard*.

Do you have this feeling :

You feel happier when you're with someone when you know you are gonna lose something very soon.

I do. I really do and sometimes when i think of it i feel really sad too. Like super sad. Then i'll feel happy again. I don't know. Weird huh. I'm tired though. These few months have been a hell of crazy emotional rides. Okay i'll explain. I feel really happy and at the same time I feel so sad. It's like the happiness is making me sad? sometimes it hurts so much i don't know what to do.Hahah. No idea. Figure that out! The paradox of life is sometimes a pain the ass.

oh and i suddenly have the urge to hug people. I mean those i know. I mean those i love. Its crazy. and i wanna hug but not let go. hahaha!! merepek i know. and i have to not hug. and look the other way. okay... i'm being mental.

oh i got sick the other day. and was sent for observation. damn pathetic. i din get to see my kids on their last day. arghhhh!! so sweet seh they all send me cards n smses.

to the sweetest person:
this person likes to disturb round short people.She dedicates her life to tripping me. Irritates the hell out of me sometimes and enjoys the moments. and i have no idea why i love her so much. haha.

eh this post is damn random.

I think all the suay things keep happening to me.

Oh man now i just wanna leave everything behind.

I feel like giving up now, well now its the most frequent thought.


bleah.

please note: I do not intend to divulge anything about the cab driver except for what he had made me feel. These are all my thoughts and i have the right to it. This is my journal and if anybody here feels offended i am terribly sorry. This is my private space which you have agreed to read on and not comment otherwise. This is where i write freely expressing my moods, feelings and thoughts. So obviously it was written biasly so you may choose not to believe it.  I do not want to be mixed up with any government authorities or any authorities for that matter. If anybody who has agreed to these terms, then please read on.



Okay lah eh. That day i was like so effing tired already so nurul and i decided to cab to BPP to have starbucks while we mark our never ending worksheets and what nots. So after the dreaded 1 and a half hour lesson we cabbed down to BPP.

This was when a 15 min journey became 15 year journey. Like seriously. We couldn't wait to get out of the freaking taxi.

School is a secret

Cab driver : male
Cab driver  has a son.
Mission of the cab driver: To get his son a wife.

Victims: Nisa & Nurul

Nurul and i was talking about the SA2 papers we handed out to the students. And whether or not our class is able to cope with the examinations when the cab driver interrupted us.

" So you ladies are teachers? Wow you guys go home late?"
So we were saying yeah night classes and all. Blah blah.

So after that he was saying about the kids nowadays and all. Well nurul was enthusiastic la.. Replying him and all. I was slouching at the back of the cab. Then he suddenly talk about his son. And i was like ok... another proud parent and what not. So he told us about his son and where he work and what he worked as.The next question was " how you girls interested with my son?" i was like wth lah eh.. nurul and i kept glancing at each other la. Then he started asking us for our numbers... he say you girls can give me your numbers.. i'll pass my son and ask him to call you. I'm like omg...

his son was under 25 years of age. So i mean hello the guy still have lots of time la. Please man. And we're like only 20. wait.. im not EVEN  20. So he was asking us for our numbers for like about 4 mins. then he gave up and asked if we were attached. I was like on the spot get go said yes i'm attached. Then nurul said that she has someone that she likes... So he went to tactic number 2. So do you have any single friends? I'm like thiking no way im giving my frens to you crazy man. Then nurul jokingly said maybe restria and feezah . SHE SAID THAT TO Me. However, he quickly remarked that his son was not to be made a fool. I was like.. -.-" hello you are already making a fool outta him by asking your passengers whom you only have like 15 odd minutes with. Seriously la. then he asked for our frens number n all.. so nurul and i was like dun worry your son sure have gf already... [ at this point i was thinking maybe he has no girls cos hes gay? well who knows?] Then he say NO. I KNOW MY SON. WE ARE LIKE BEST FRIENDS.  -.-" whatever la eh. suker hati seluar dalam ko la [ taken from nu]

SO after this... he doesnt wanna back down, he started asking about our zodiac signs. Im like wth... Talking world sia this guy. Then he asked nurul first [ by this time i cant be bloddy bothered.][ anyway it was nurul he showed the pic to... so muahaha.. had his eyes on her?] nurul told him she was a taurus. then he said something unexpected " woah! a bull. You guys are wild [ well something along that line la] " i was like wtf wtf... and tried so very hard not to laugh. Then after asking nurul and all he turned his attention to me. I was like " oh i'm a capricon"

guess wat he said?

" oh capricon are selfish and get jealous over matter easily" I'm like okay.. the selfish part i can understand abit...ABIT ONLY... however he kept pressing over those two points. Im like okay when the hell am i selfish to the max la.. im always sharing sometimes when im in a bad mood den my selfishness will be shown. The part where i cannot take it is that he was going on and on about jealousy. ok... can someone tell me when the hell have i been jealous?! and he told us that i get jealous over small things and what not. Im like wth is this guy trying to say.. so i just kept my mouth shut la and rolled my eyes.. nurul was like okay.. and looked at me with her wide eyes...


seriously man. he is crazy.[ again this is what i think] We were sooo relieved when we got out of the cab.


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